Well, we had changes or transfers this week. I am still in
San Pancho.
I kind of wanted to leave, but didn´t as well. This week was
tough!!! I
have been trying to be obedient, but my comp was a little
more
difficult. I was
pretty upset with him on Sunday.
On
Saturday or Friday
I basically died. I had been pulling all week long. Trying
to do the
things we need to and on this day we had little success.
When I get
tired I NEED to work harder or else I will die, and my comp
had died
for the day. So he was Peddling really slow. I tried going
faster,
but he doesn´t care if I leave him, because he knows I
won´t. So I
just followed behind and died. I have learned that it
doesn´t matter
if your comp goes slow or fast, if someone is obedient you
can find a
blessing, but man is it hard sometimes. I had a really good
personal
study and I have more hope for this change. I have written a
game plan
and am going to stick to it. I have tried being an example
and
inviting, but it doesn´t have the same effect, so after I
have
invited, if that doesn´t work, I am going to tell my
leaders.
This is the hardest comp I have had. He has SO much knowledge in his
brain and
I´ve told him he could be amazing if he studies and works
harder
(because we do work and have some success, but it isn´t at
the level
it should be). I´m glad the Lord has given me another 6
weeks to work
with him, because there is still something I need to learn.
I am a lot
more optimistic for this change and hopefully we can do
better.
The
blessings I saw this week was, well, I was rationing my food
because I
didn´t know if I had changes or not. Basically every night
we had some
one offer us food. It is amazing! I love how the Lord works!
Well, that was my tough week. It is something I will have to
figure
out and I believe I have it. I just need to do it with the
right
attitude.
I am so glad we have a temple! I hope I can see the show
between
conference, but I´m guessing not. Definitely should record
it so that
in a year and a half I can watch it. I hit 6 months. New cars are
nice aren´t they dad. ha ha ha. I know how you feel. Wait
until you
can drive a brand new corvette. That was awesome! ha ha hah.
Also, one of my investigator´s husband raises fighting roosters. We
were out back looking at her "yard" and there were a bunch.
She told me to go near one, but I´m not stupid. Just looking at the thing I
knew it would kill me. It looked me in the eye, just like the raptor
in
Jurassic Park... Serious.
ha h aha. Well, That´s my life.
Best of luck
with everything! I love you all! Keep up the good work!
Remember Every
Member is a Missionary!
Love Elder Michael Blake Crouch.
